college anyone?! ^-^

waaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! a few months from now, i'm gonna graduate in high school and go to college!!!! i don't wanna leave high school (ahem, not totally.. whehehe)!!!!! hahayz.. but that can't be helped.. i should graduate no matter what!!! this is my mission as a student and as a person.. but i'll really miss my batchmates.. especially those who are raelly close to me.. if only they could be with me on college. but everyone has different dreams. we can't all stay in the same school when we turn coillege. that's a fact..
i actually don't know what course i should take.. i love accountancy, but my family doesn't want me to take that course (well, not my whole family). besides, USC is soo expensive.. my family wants me to take nursing.... yuckz!!! BLOOD!!!!! i hate blood!!!! as of now, i'm applying a lot of scholarships.. in that way, i could go to expensive schools without paying much( or maybe, not paying anything!!!! ahehehe)... i would really like that...
only the Lord knows what's gonna happen to me.. I've been always asking for His help.. i know He has better plans than what i have for myself... i believe in Him..
i would also like taking up com sci or chem E.. i have lots of choices don't you think? ahehehe.... well, i want to study with a scholarship.. i don't want my family worrying about my tuition.. it pains me to see them having problems because of my school..
my family has always been my inspiration.. i study for them.. they have always been my inspiration ever since.. they believed in my ability and supported me all through out... i want to repay that support.. i really want to work already so that they wouldn't have to work anymore.. i really want them to be happy.... i'm sure everyone wants their family to be happy.... ahehehehe... i'm doing all this sacrifice for them... beacuse i really love them!!!!