Blog

Making blog posts are so tiring! Frankly speaking, this is just a waste of time. I never learned anything in this project. Nothing! I end up just wasting my time, energy, and money. Our teacher is so demanding! if he would be hurt after reading this post, I just want him to know that I am just expressing how I feel. He is too demanding! we are graduating students, and our schedule is so hectic! Can't he understand that!? Ya, I know he let us make only 26 posts instead of 40. But 26 are still too much! Doesn't he know how hard it is to make 26 posts?!

All of us in school are in agony because of this useless blog! I'm sure no one would even bother check out my blog because they are to busy making their own blog. Can't he understand that?! Making a blog is useless! We don’t need this! He does not know how we feel since he never tried making 26 blogs. Whatever I an posting in my blog is what I am feeling now. Like one time, I posted about my lost cat; he shouldn't be mad if my post was like that. That was how I feel. It is my kind of style. He should respect it. I had fun making that post you know!

After I graduate, I would eventually leave my blog alone. I have neither time nor money for these kinds of things. All I am after is for the grade, and he should respect that. All I am doing is expressing what I feel. Remember that a blog is like a diary. So I could just right about anything! This is so tiring!!!!!!!!! And to think! 500 words minimum for every blog! How dare he!! He has no right to expel me because of this post. I am just expressing myself. All he has to do is accept what I am saying. Besides, it is for the good of all, right? I am so tired making all these post! I end up being desperate for money! He has no idea how troubled I am with this blog! I totally have no money! My family never supported my in my studies! He just doesn't know how I feel! I don't know where I could get money just to post another one again!

Nursing?!

Ever planned of taking up nursing?! Well, I do. I have been always thinking about it until now. Many people say that by taking up nursing, you could earn big. The problem is, you cannot earn fast. Earning fast in a sense that you can't go abroad easily. Many people want to take up nursing because they could go abroad easily. But that is not that easy. You still have to process a Visa like any other people do.
I have always thought of taking up nursing, but if you would look at my situation now, I think nursing should not be fit for me. My family is indeed struggling financially. And I am their hope! If I would take up nursing, it would still take time for me to work abroad. Like what I said, getting a Visa is not easy, And especially when I would take up the board exam for abroad- NCLEX. It would tale like about 1-2 years before I could take the test. I can't afford to waste that time. My family needs me.
My brother as of now is 3rd year high school. And by the time I graduate college, he would be the next to graduate. I want to work right away in order to help my family especially my brother since he would be graduating. And I now nursing could not do that for me.
Like what people say: a person's achievement is not defined in his course alone. It's his doings and his accomplishment that makes him successful. I believe that is so true. That is also one reason why I don't like to take up nursing. I admit, I don't think I could do well in that course. Maybe because I'm weak in memorization, or maybe because I hate blood.
I know I have the brains needed for a successful nurse, but the problem is, I don't have the passion and love for that course. Passion and brains are two different things you know!
You know I do not know my future. I don’t know if I would be successful in this course or not. Choosing my college course is one of the greatest choices I am going to make. I don't want to regret anything in the end. I am already graduating and yet, I am troubled with this great problem.
I know that nurses earn big in abroad. But I think they don’t earn big here in the Philippines. My parents are not saying that I should work right away after I graduate, but I just feel that I need to work right away. My friends are lucky they do not have this kind of problem. But I know I can do this with God's help. And one more thing, I want them to see me work right away. I want them to be proud of me. I have great plans for my future, but just don't know how I could accomplish that. Could nursing be the true course for me? I don’t want my family to wait for 1-2 years before I could work.

The look

I read a very weird poem, really weird. This was entitled, the look. The poem talked about a girl who kissed a lot of boys. She kissed a boy every season. Wow! Doesn't she ever know the true essence of giving someone her kiss?
Well, it does depend on where she kissed the boy. The poem didn't really state where the girl kissed the boys. All it stated was that she kissed every boy per season. Yucks! Well, she could kiss the boys just in the cheeks. But I think true girls do not give their kiss easily. Most are hard to get.
There are a lot of types of girls. Some are flirty, some are hard to get, and some are just those who have this motto: if you love me, then I love you too. For me, that motto is so yesterday. You would end up feeling sorry.
I don't like flirty girls! As in! They destroy the true image of a true woman. Boys should be the ones to chase after girls, not the other way around. I once read a journal before which stated that boys are born hunters. They prefer to be the ones who hunt, than are the ones being hunted.
Boys could sometimes identify a girl if she is flirty by the way she dresses, talks, and acts. They tend to do everything to get close to a guy. Eyw! Sorry, but that's not my kind of style.
I'm more of a hard to get type of person. I set my priorities straight and just wait when I am at the mature age for that kind of relationship. Girls, we don't have to hurry. We don't need a man to complete our lives. Diba?! Hehe
Back to the poem, it would be ok if that girl just kissed only one guy for the four seasons. But it really stated four different names. Meaning, she kissed four different guys! Unfortunately, I don't have a copy of the poem. I'm just typing what I remembered. Hehe.. But try reading the poem! I think you would understand more what I mean.
Maybe, the girl is so pretty that those guys were dying to kiss her. Wow! And she totally did what the guys wanted her to do! Doesn't she have her own pride?!
Who ever wrote the poem must be desperate to have a partner. Hehe. Just joking. I forgot who wrote the poem. Sir Montejo gave me this poem a few months ago so I totally forgot about the author. I was too busy attending to my studies. Making posts for my blog is really tiring you know! As in! I prefer writing at my diary. No one could ready anything I write. Hehe.

Magic the Gathering

1. What is Magic the Gathering?
 Duel between two powerful wizards.
 A card game on which two or more players battle using spells, creatures, and enchantments.

2. Important Terms:
Black: A card with a skull ("Black") in its cost is a black card.
Blue: A card with a droplet ("Blue") in its cost is blue card.
Green: A card with a tree ("Green") in its cost is green card.
Red: A card with a fire ("Red") in its cost is red card.
White: A card with a sun ("White") in its cost is white card.
Cost: The number and type of lands you must tap to play a creature or sorcery. Every creature and sorcery shows its cost in the upper right corner of the card.
Creature: A creature is a creature card that's in play. Only creatures have power (sword) and toughness (shield).
Power: The first number in the lower right corner of a creature card. Power is how much damage the creature deals in combat, its offensive strength. The sword symbolizes power.
Toughness: The second number in the lower right corner of a creature card, indicating the amount of damage it takes to destroy that creature, its defensive strength. A creature's toughness has nothing to do with its ability to block an attacker (but everything to do with whether it survives a fight, whether it's blocking an attacker or being blocked). The shield symbol symbolizes toughness.
Sorcery: A card that produces an immediate effect and then is put in your graveyard.
Attack: when you attack, your creatures attempt to deal damage to your opponent.
Block: To "intercept" an attacking creature.
Damage: when a creature attacks or blocks, it deals damage equal to its power. Also, some sorceries deal damage to creatures or players (or both). A creature that takes damages equal to or more than its toughness in one turn is destroyed.
Destroy: To put a creature or land into the graveyard from play. "Destroy" is different from "discard".
Discard: To put a card from your hand into the graveyard. "Discard" is different from "destroy". When you have to discard a card at random, mix up your hand and let your opponent pick the card without seeing the cards' faces.
Draw: To take the top card from your library and put it in your hand. "Draw" can also mean a game in which neither player wins.
Graveyard: A player's discard pile. Sorceries go to the player's graveyard after they are played. Creatures go to the player's graveyard when they are taken lethal damage or are destroyed some other way. Cards in your graveyard are not in play. You can look through any player's graveyard at any time to help you remember what cards have already been played and discarded.
Hand: The cards you hold. Cards in your hand are not in play.
In Play: Creatures and lands that are face-up in front of the players (and not in the graveyard) are in play. You can use lands and creatures only when they are in play. Tapped cards are still in play (even though they can't be "used").
Land: A card that you tap to pay for creatures and sorceries.
Library: A player's draw pile. Cards in your library are not in play.

3. Game Play/Sequence:
Note: game sequence may be interchangeable.
Each players start with 20 life points.

(a) First phase of your turn
 Untap all your property in play (lands, creatures, sorceries, etc.)
(b) Upkeep
 "Paying up taxes"
 some property needs payment (ex. A creature may require its controller to sacrifice another creature at this turn. That creature's controller may or may not pay the cost and may sacrifice the creature. But of he/she doesn't pay, he/she may suffer the consequences of loosing that creature)
(c) Main phase
 The phase where you can put a land, cast a creature or sorcery into play.
*Note: you can only drop one land every turn. But you can summon a creature or spell as mush as you can for as long as you can pay for it.
(d) Attack phase
When you declare an attacker
*Note: you can only attack once every turn. You can only attack the defending player but not your opponent's creature.
It is also a phase when your opponent declares blockers (when he chooses an untap creature he controls that is already in play)
In declaring blockers, the creature that blocks does not need to tap.
(e) Combat phase
The receiving and giving of damages between a creature/s to a player.
(f) Main phase
 (same as the main phase above)
(g) Discard phase
Immediately after you say, "done".
Is when you discard a card or is when you place a card from your hand to the graveyard if you have more than seven cards in your hand.

4. How to win:
When your opponent looses all his/her life
When you couldn't draw anymore cards in your library

My Cat

One day, I lost my cat. Her name is ming-ming. I was trying to find her. So I called her name:
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I tried looking everywhere, until I found her under the table! Ming-ming!

Lonliness

Mr. Montejo gave us a weird poem. Actually, I don't really think it is a poem. Having only one letter in a line is kind of weird. But if we understood it deeply, I think there is something more expressive.
The poem states:
L(a

Le
Af
Fa
ll

s)
one
l

iness
At the first line, it stated: l(a. hmm, I don’t really understand what it means. But I think l and a have meanings. The second stanza has the words leaf fall written on it. I think this poem talks about hopelessness and loneliness. If a last leaf falls, that means that the hope of someone was lost. Meaning: Hopelessness, Despair, depression, disheartenment. The next verse has the word one on it. This may mean that the person is alone. Having no one with him. That is sad. I don't want to be alone. It feels so cold. I don't think I could bare being alone. I don’t think anyone can. Silence could be the most painful weapon. If we would look at the 1st, 3rd, and 4th verse, we could see the word loneliness written on it. I think this poem is a sad poem. Huhu.. I don't really like sad poems. It shows sad feelings and emotions. As much as possible, I want to read only happy poems to remind me of only happy things. But I think it is inevitable, especially in school. We are exposed to different kinds of poems. And there is nothing we can do about it. We sometimes should be emotional. It would be weird if we would just be happy all the time.
Back to the poem. I think it is a poem. Maybe because it shows an idea. Sometimes, we could just use few words to tell someone how we feel. We don’t have to exaggerate how we feel, right? All I know is that this poem is very sad. It talks about being alone and lonely. Can you bare to be lonely? I know I can't

Anime

There are a lot of anime shows I like. Sometimes, I could hardly count how many. People usually rank the things they like. But if I were to rank all the anime shows I like, I don’t think I could decide for good. There are a lot of anime shows today! Others have just been released. What I raelly hate is that mostly, all these new animes could be seen in the Internet. But we don’t have any Internet connection in the house! I would still have to rent at the Internet café. It would be too expensive. Waaa!!! I really envy those who have Internet connections in their houses.
But if I have to rank the anime shows I love, I would rank them this way (not in specific order):
1. Hunter X Hunter
2. Ouran High School Host Club
3. Gundam Seed/ Gundam Seed Destiny
4. Naruto
5. Peince of Tennis
6. Mirmo de pon Golden (season 5)
7. Digimon 01/ Digimon Frontier
8. Detective Conan
9. Samurai X
10. And many more
These shows I have listed may change sometime. I may find better shows than what I listed above. There are a lot of anime shows I have not seen. Waaa!!! I really want to see all the anime shows (especially action). I love action stories. Hehe.. Even if it is so violent.
I also have a rank for the top anime characters I like. Well, it may not be in order again:
1. Killua Zoldick (Hunter X Hunter)
2. Kaoru Kogonei (Flame of Recca)
3. Soujiro (Samurai X)
4. Kira Yamato (Gundam Seed)
5. Uchiha Sasuke (Naruto)
6. Rock Howard (Mark of the Wolves)
7. Kouji Minamoto (Digimon Frontiers)
8. Yusuke Urameshi (Yu Yu Hakusho)
9. Li Shaoran (Card Captor Sakura)
10. Kanata Saionji (UFO Baby)
11. And many more
Waaa!!! These guys are soo handsome! As in! Plus, they are so cool. Hahay, too bad they aren't real. It would be great to see them totally alive. hmm, what would happen if all these guys would be alive?! I would be screaming my heart out once I see them! But they would be too handsome for me. Huhu.
Many people say I am weird, but I don't care. That's what I like and they have nothing to do about it. There is nothing wrong about it, right? Hehe.. But if killua would really be true, I would do everything just to get him. Even if I would chase him everywhere. I would be the happiest girl if I would have killua! Killua is so handsome! I'm sure everyone who is rading this has seen killua. My primary picture in my blog is no other than Killua! Isn't he cute?! I already made a post about him. Try reading my post and get to know more about my beloved killua! Hehe.. killua is not just handsome! He is so strong and so smart! He has great common sense. Hehe.. many says he is a gay. But I say they are just jealous! Humph!