college anyone?! ^-^

waaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! a few months from now, i'm gonna graduate in high school and go to college!!!! i don't wanna leave high school (ahem, not totally.. whehehe)!!!!! hahayz.. but that can't be helped.. i should graduate no matter what!!! this is my mission as a student and as a person.. but i'll really miss my batchmates.. especially those who are raelly close to me.. if only they could be with me on college. but everyone has different dreams. we can't all stay in the same school when we turn coillege. that's a fact..
i actually don't know what course i should take.. i love accountancy, but my family doesn't want me to take that course (well, not my whole family). besides, USC is soo expensive.. my family wants me to take nursing.... yuckz!!! BLOOD!!!!! i hate blood!!!! as of now, i'm applying a lot of scholarships.. in that way, i could go to expensive schools without paying much( or maybe, not paying anything!!!! ahehehe)... i would really like that...
only the Lord knows what's gonna happen to me.. I've been always asking for His help.. i know He has better plans than what i have for myself... i believe in Him..
i would also like taking up com sci or chem E.. i have lots of choices don't you think? ahehehe.... well, i want to study with a scholarship.. i don't want my family worrying about my tuition.. it pains me to see them having problems because of my school..
my family has always been my inspiration.. i study for them.. they have always been my inspiration ever since.. they believed in my ability and supported me all through out... i want to repay that support.. i really want to work already so that they wouldn't have to work anymore.. i really want them to be happy.... i'm sure everyone wants their family to be happy.... ahehehehe... i'm doing all this sacrifice for them... beacuse i really love them!!!!

aDDicTeD????

ahem, everyone has their own hobby... some love doin sports, tv, and many more... but my hobby is different.. people say that i'm weird and it makes me more childish.. but that dosn'ty matter.. it's what i love and they dcan't stop me.. ahehehehe.... so, do you know what i'm really addicted to????

anime!!! that's what i'm addicted to.. you may think it's weird, but it isn't for me... it's what i love... anime's really cool.. it is sooo cool.. i love the graphic, the art, the animation, and most of all, the story.. i love their action stories...their chracters are soo cute!!!! they really don't look like normal people.. hehe. that;s why i like anime!!! ahahahaha

one anime character who i love soooo much is Killua Zoldick of hunter x hunter... he is totally handsome!!!! as in!!! to the max!!!!

The third son of the famous Zoldick assassin family, Killua has lived his whole life on Kukuru mountain, his family's remote and isolated residence. There, he was trained since birth by his brother Illumi in the assassin arts, which included training against poisons, electrocution, and pain. Killua as a child was hailed as the best assassin the Zoldicks had ever produced, and made heir of the family.

At the age of 6, as part of training, Killua was sent away to fight at the Celestial Tower until he reached the 200th floor. It took him two years to achieve this (but remember, he was six!).

Although Killua was not allowed to have friends, he developed a caring if distant relationship with the intendants (his family's servants), in particulate Kanaria. Besides that, he has something of a love-hate relationship with his family, who both torture and take care of him.

Despite all of this, Killua is not interested in being an assassin. At the age of 12 he ran away and joined the Hunter Exam because he was bored. Killua admitted to being tired of killing and bored of staying at home and following the family's plans for him.

During the Hunter Exam, Killua was again confronted by his brother Illumi, who manipulated him into thinking that he wasn't supposed to have friends. Killua quite the exam and left to go home again, but Gon, Leorio and Kurapika all went after him and got him back from his family, this time with his father's permission.

However, Silva said this about Killua when he left: "He'll come back, because he is my child."

Killua is a difficult personality to analyze. He begins as a rather bored, somewhat spoiled child, not trying half as hard as anyone else in the Exam and still being the best. However, once you get past his indifferent facade, Killua is a fun-loving kid, with a sweet tooth (what a sweet tooth!) and a competitive air, always looking to have fun and enjoy himself. Besides all this, Killua is generally more calm and analytical than Gon. He is also something of a liar, as most transformation users are, although he generally only does white lies and never without a reason.

Killua was raised in a strange and isolated environment, which affects him even after he ran away. The influence of his family is best seen in the way he views life, Killua has a super-realistic point of view, unlike Gon's idealism and naivety he knows intimately the darker side of the world. Sometimes, this translates into a pessimistic attitude. In situations of life or death, Killua always thinks about the worst possible outcome, and this stops him from trying his hardest to succeed. He has the attitude of a "beaten dog who only thinks of how to run away" (Biske).

Killua does, however, try to overcome this. His friendship with Gon is his strongest motivation, because above everything Killua wants to stay with and protect Gon. When Biske told him that eventually he would run away even when Gon needed him, Killua forced himself to overcome this trained pessimism and fight his hardest. He succeeded, and discovered that the "curse" had actually come from a needle imbedded in his head by his brother and trainer Illumi.

Killua is an elite assassin. His physical strength is probably the highest among the four main characters, as is his speed. Besides this, Killua possesses very advanced fighting skills. He also has other trained skills all the Zoldicks posses, such as the ability to turn his hands into super sharp claws, immunity to very high voltages, poison, and a resistance to pain. As an assassin, Killua has been trained so that he cannot pass out even at very high pain levels, to prevent him from being overcome during torture.

Killua is also very good at analyzing battle. He is able to quickly and efficiently judge relative strength of his enemies. Although sometimes he acts on this judgment so much that he becomes afraid when there is no need, at other times it is a very useful ability.

Technique of Rotating Bodies (shifting bodies) or "Technique of the Dark Step" is a high level attack that is characteristic of "black market dealers" or the criminal circles, specifically assassins. It consists of an illusion involving a series of images imprinted on the retina, which makes it look like the person is multiplying. The illusion and the total absence of noise makes it hard to tell where an attack is coming from.

the Nen Ability of Killua is transformation, and his personal transformation ability is called Narukami (Lightning Strike). This consists of transforming his nen into electricity, and shooting it at people. Although the ability isn't all that strong, and he needs to charge it, it looks very impressive. Those who have seen it have all been shocked that Killua could produce such a thing, because to be able to produce electricity at such an age he must have been swimming in electricity since childhood. Both Tsezugera and Biske commented on what a terrible power it is.

Killua likes to use this ability in combination with yoyos made out of a hybrid metal called Anik. The yoyos are each around 50 kg, so getting hit with one is quite a shock. Beside this, Killua can transmit electrical currents through the strings, or "shoot" the electricity, or transmit it through touch (this "taser" is called Izutsushi or Lightning Fight). It amounts to quite a surprise attack, especially since Killua is good at using it strategically.
isn't killua the best?! now you know why i really love him!!!!

*fRiEnDs*

many people say they have many friends amd that they couldn't count how many... but did it ever come to them what the meaning of true friendship is? we see many people.. we would even get to memorize each of their names.. but is it enough to memorize their names for them to become a friend? i dopn't think so...
ever since a child, i've met many people... i used to call them FRIENDS.. but, are we really friends??? arent they jsut my acquaintances??? as i grew up, i met more and more people... but, i lost lots of TRUE frineds.. for me, the people who i could call as a True friend are my childhood friends.. we've known each other for so long and yet, they still accepted me as who i am and never hessitated when we're together...
my old friends know me better than my new frineds... though we barely talked about our personal lives back then, it's as if we could feel each others emotions.. as kids, all we do is play.. but as time passes, we got to do more stufs like goin out, textin, and cahtting (hehe, did i forget... friendster??).. . i had more experiences with my chilhood friends than my high school friends (no offense)... i could say that my true friends are my chilgood friends who still velieves in me and love me as i am (ehem, who loves me AS A FRIEND!!!!)
but, will they forever be my friends? or could they be my enemies? most of all, could they be my lover? i hope not.. i really hope not... but, sometimes.... i wanted my childhood friends to be my enemy and my lover... (shhhhh!!!!! don't tell anybody!!!) waaaaaaa!!!!!!! lets not talk about that now...
so, all i wish is to see all my childhood friends again... especially my friends ---- and -----... ahem, you don't have to know who they are... ahahaha

UPCAT?!

last august 5, 2006- saturday... i took the UPCAT- University of the philippines college admision test... the UPCAT was very tiring and yet it went well.. i kinda enjoyed the test.. but the test wasn't that easy.. you can't just close your while answering.. you had to use 101% of your brain and knowledge!!!! the results would be out on january,2007 (wow!!! what a wait!). many students were taking the tests.. some came from public schools and private schools.. others came from the city, while others came from the province.. everyone had to wake up early just to take the test..
i had to sleep at my couzin's house the night before the UPCAT.. my couzin and i were reviewing a bit.. we both were nervous for the next day.. but we knew we could do it!!!! when we arrived at the AS building (where the test was held), we sew lots of students.. they were like strangers to me.. there were lots of tall students!!! i didn't expect they were only 4th year high school!!!
so we started the test.. i was seated beside my couzin. we were both in the 1st row, at the front!!! hehe.. i was glad that i was in the front.. i am short.. huhu.. hey!!! don't blame me for being short!!!!
at last!!! the test was finished!!! my whole body was sooooo painful!!! my couzin and i then went to SM as a prize for the horrible test (ahem, it wasn't really that horrible). we got to watch a musical together with my classmates..
january, 2007- the moment of truth.. the results came out already... i was really havin a hard time checkin the results, so i asked my cuzin to do it for the both of us.. we had the same family name.. when she checked the results.. she saw my name!!!!! so that means.. I PASSED THE UPCAT!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! im so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! but.... unfortunately... my couzin didn't pass.. she really wanted to study in UP.. i didn't kn0w what to say to her... i was really sad for her.. we studied together almost everyday just to pass the test.. maybe.. UP wasn't for her... but i really wanted to go to school with her... we really had our dreams together in UP...
but i was assigned in UP ilo2x.. my first campus choice was in ilo2x, but thats ok.. i could write a leter to the dean so that i could study in UP cebu... its all in God's hands now... i thank God for giving me this blessing!!!!!